Sunday, April 6, 2014

i dont get it

So I have to move by the end of this month. I have been looking online, calling rental realtors, calling friends, driving around and trying to find a home, with a yard, in a reasonably safe neighborhood but no luck. The minimum rent for a dump is $1100. What are the working poor supposed to do? Why should I have to give up my pets to have a home? The oil companies have rented everything in a two hundred mile radius so the poor working class, single person has no place to go.
I talk big talk, I tell my mom, I'm calm because I know God has a plan for me. I thought I believed that but as the days pass and I still have nowhere to go, my anxiety builds. I'm praying and packing in faith. The idea is to continue to pack and be prepared when I find a place. Am I living in a nightmare or am I headed for something awesome? Right now I'm scared and probably rambling but I needed to vent. It is all under control.....me not so much but I will work on it.